I always knew the world
would go to shit, but I never would’ve believed someone two years ago if they
had told me it would happen in my lifetime. Yet, here I stand, looking out at
the ruins of the town I once called home. Not that it was much of a town to
begin with. Less than five hundred people, most of them my own family, one main
road and not one stop light to be seen. Doesn’t get much more small town than
our little town was, but its home. Well, at least it was… Before the war…
It
all started about two and half years ago. When someone let it leak that Russia
was testing nuclear weaponry near borders of ally countries, that’s when it all
started. It started a panic. We thought it’s be another Cold War, but when they
started sending mass amounts of troops to Europe, we knew this was the start of
something else. This was the start of World War Three. None of us knew just how
bad this war was going to get, and after five months of small battles all throughout
Eastern Europe, and a small number of lives lost, things went from bad to
worse. That’s when the bombing started. Something was different, off. These
weren’t the nuclear weapons that everyone had expected. This was something
completely different.
The
bombs were filled with some weird chemical agent. It spread in the air, and
started making people go crazy. I was in the Marines at the time. I was in
Europe. So when I heard about the bombing back stateside, I began to worry.
Were they dropping bombs near my family? Were my parents okay? Snail mail was
the only real form of communication we had, in the war zone, our internet
connection was shoddy at best. I just wanted to know that they were ok, and of
course our higher ups were about as useless as tits on a boar hog for
information. They got the same amount of information that we did, not much… So
I waited. Not long after that was the first time I saw them for myself.
Some
people called them zombie; other people had other names for them. For me they were
target practice. They were wearing Russian uniforms when they shambled up. They
had no bite marks or other noticeable wounds, but their skin greyed and
decaying. Their eyes were glossy and, like they were blind… Or dead…
I
don’t know how many men we lost in that first attack, but they didn’t stay dead
long; soon they were trying to kill us just like the Russians. It was like they
weren’t themselves anymore. Just like the Russians, we put them down. We didn’t
have a choice. We fell back once they were all dead, and tried to figure out
what had just happened. None of us were really sure at this point.
We
found out sometime later that the Russians hadn’t been testing nuclear weapons.
It was a chemical agent. One that affected the brain and nervous system, it cut
off the human part of the brain and everything else. Everything but the brain
stem, it turned people into mindless creatures, with only the basic motor
skills, and a hunger, a hunger for human flesh.
It
took us over a year to realize that this thing was spreading faster than we
could fight it. People started running. We had more Marines go AWOL (Absent
With Out Leave) after those battles than we had in seven deployments in Iraq
and Afghanistan combined. So finally, I began to realize we didn't have the men
to put up a fight if those things came back. We left, every single one of us
boarded the first flights we could get back stateside. I told our Commander
right where he could shove his orders, the government had fallen, there was
nothing left to protect. Except ourselves and our families. What was left of us
were on the first plane back to the states, and despite my better judgment, we
all parted ways. Everyone but me and Alistair, my husband. It's a good thing
too, I never would've made it out of Tampa without him...
We didn't even need to
touch down in Miami to see the destruction that the bombs the Russians had
dropped wrought. Buildings burnings, people dead, but they certainly hadn't
stayed that way. Much like the Russians and our men, they had risen after their
deaths. We were quick to get off the main highways and hit the back roads,
avoiding large populations of people, the less people, the less likely we were
to be over run. It seemed liked only the big cities were infected for the most
part, life in the small towns was going on as if the whole world wasn't
burning. I couldn't believe my eyes. We made it over half way there before we
realized we'd have to get back on the high way. We didn't know the back way
from here. We had to go through Tampa... That was the biggest mistake we made.
We should've never gone
through Tampa, I wish now that we hadn't. Maybe Alistair would still be with
me.
The stench of rotting
flesh and burning buildings wafted into the war as we got close, and I couldn't
help but gag a bit. It was awful.
"You ok
Collins?" Alistair asked glancing over at me. Those deep brown eyes always
did me in. They had been the first things I noticed about him.
"Alistair, what have
I told you about that? We're not even in uniform, call me by my first
name..." I said. Giving him a look he'd gotten from me more than once, a
warning, letting him know just how annoyed I was going to get if he kept
calling me Collins.
"Fine, fine. No need
to give the stare of a thousand daggers. Are you ok Ariella?" Alistair
asked. The cute half smirk, half smile coming across his features. That smile
always did make me melt. No matter how mad I was at him, all he had to do was
give me that stupid smile and I couldn't stay mad.
I feigned anger for only
a few moments longer before a broke into a smile, and looked back to the road,
letting out a cry as I swerved, trying to avoid the car that was coming at us.
Sending us off the side of the rode and into a tree. After that, everything
went black..
The next thing I remember
was waking up with a throbbing headache and a sharp, stinging ache in my ribs.
I blinked a few times, and looked around, attempting to orient myself. I
definitely wasn't in the Tahoe anymore, but the question was, where was I? I
tried to sit up, only to let out a yelp of pain and fall back onto my back
again. The yelp brought Alistair running.
"Where the fuck are
we?" I asked. Looking around, it almost looked like we were in a small
trailer, but it was much too small. Probably some kind of camper.
"A group of people
heard the crash, they're refugees from Tampa, and it’s completely overrun Ari.
They said it was useless to even try and get through, and with the condition
the Tahoe is in now, we'd never make it..." Alistair said softly.
"You've got a couple cracked ribs, and a pretty nasty concussion, but
other than that they said you should be fine. One of them is a medic, Army.
He's the one that fixed you up."
"How are we going to
get to family Alistair? We have to go through Tampa!" I said sitting up. I
instantly regretted it. I cried out in pain, and he tried to get me to lie back
down. I was having none of it.
“Are you listening to me
Arielle? The city is completely overrun, it would be suicide! There’s got to be
another way. We can’t go through Tampa!” Beginning to raise his voice a bit.
I
regret that day every moment that passes. We went into the city, only because I
was convinced there was no other way. They told there was a way around, but it
would take us two days longer to get to my family. So we found a working car,
and got our supplies out of the wrecked Tahoe. We drove into Tampa that day,
and I’ll never forget what we saw…
The city was in flames,
buildings crumbling all around us. I bit my lip and rolled up the windows, they
were only cracked just a bit, but it was enough to let in the smell of smoke,
and burnt flesh. Alistair was driving this time. He was trying to act like he
wasn’t mad at me. He didn’t hide it very well. He got this little twitch in his
hand when he got mad, and his hand was twitching on the wheel that day.
I just looked out the
window. We were silent for most of the drive, till we turned down a road and
saw a horde of those things. Both of our eyes widened, and Alistair quickly
shifted the car into reverse, getting out of there as quickly as we could. As
we saw the zombies coming after us, I looked over at Alistair, he knew I was
scared. Just from looking into my eyes. He began to back up, I wasn’t sure what
he was doing, but when he turned the wheel sharply, and popped up onto the
sidewalk I realized he was going to move around the road block.
Soon, we found a small
checkpoint; it looked like it had been military, but all the soldiers were on
the ground, dead. They had been overrun. I looked around, the horde wasn’t
following us anymore.
“Stay here, I’m going to
go get a few of those weapons and some extra ammo… It looks like we’re gonna
need it…” I said softly.
“You be careful, and
watch your six… I’ll keep the car running, something happens, get the hell
outta there and get back over here as fast as you can… I know you can run… Get
back over here and I’ll get up out of here…” Alistair said. He was looking into
my eyes, his expression dead serious.
I nodded at him, leaning
over the center console and kissing him gently on the lips. “I’ll be ok, I
promise…” I told him. I almost felt like I was telling myself that. I scanned
the area one more time and opened the car door. I began moving toward the
checkpoint. Seeing at least fifteen soldiers laying on the ground, their bodies
mangled and gnawed on. I held back the vomit that threatening to rise in my
throat as I shook my head, grabbing the M16s. Slinging three on my back,
running back to the car.
I opened up the back and
threw the other three rifles in, I knew I had to go back for the ammo. I rushed
back over, keeping one M16 with me for cover. I searched a few of the soldiers
for ammo, coming up with nothing. I groaned, but then, sitting on the ground in
the guard shack, was a full crate of 5.56mm ammunition. I’d hit the jackpot. I
slung the M16 and grabbed the crate. Running back to the car with it, pushing
into the back next to the rifles.
“Just let me do one more
run, grab the vests… I know these things don’t tote guns, but still… We’re
better safe than sorry…” I told him.
“Ariella don’t! You’re
tempting fate, I don’t want you going back out there!” Alistair shouted.
I shook my head, utterly
ignoring Alistair’s warning. We were both military, both Marines. I ran back
over to the soldiers, grabbing a few of the stacked up vests. Covering my mouth
and nose to keep from puking. I was over half way back when I felt something
grab my leg. My rifle tumbling out of my hands and clamoring to the asphalt
below. Looking back, one of the soldiers I had thought was dead, wasn’t so dead
anymore. He was grabbing onto my leg, groaning and snapping his teeth at me. I
let out a soft curse and strained, trying to reach for my rifle.
I knew one bite was all
it would take was one bite from this thing and I was done for. I quickly reared
my other leg up, and kicked the soldier hard in the face. Crumbling his rotten
lower jaw, and facial cavity. He didn’t let go though. Looking up, the color
drained from my face as I saw the horde that we had earlier lost catching up
with us.
There were a few behind
me, and a large number ahead of me, blocking my way to the car. Soon enough
though I heard gun fire, and looked up. Seeing Alistair standing in front of
me. He shot the zombie clinging to my leg and handed me my rifle.
“You know, I have to say
I told you so, but…” I cut Alistair’s bragging off with a sound ‘shut up’.
We were surrounded and
the car was about twenty meters away. I cursed softly. Alistair and I moved
back to back, that way we had full coverage, but soon enough I heard a click
from my rifle. Then, the sound that shattered my heart. A scream from Alistair.
My head shot around to look at him, a chunk of flesh missing from his arm, he
had managed to knock back the zombie and shoot it.
“Get back to the car...
I’ll distract them… I’m already dead now…” Alistair told me. His voice cracking
a bit.
“No, Alistair… Please God
don’t say that...” I said frantically. I pulled my side arm from him hip,
shooting zombies. Tears already beginning to prick at my eyes and cloud my
vision. “We’ll make it out of here baby… We’ll… We’ll find a cure…” I was
having a hard time choking back the sobs that threatened to escape my lips.
“I’ve been bit Ari, just
fucking go! For once, just listen to me and don’t be such a stubborn bitch!”
Alistair shouted. He was still shooting, so was I, but with a much smaller gun.
A few tears fell down my
cheeks, and I kissed him quickly, one last time. “I… I love you Alistair… I
love you so much…” I whispered.
“I love you too Ariella…”
He whispered. Touching my cheek. “Now fucking go! Take this and go!” He handed
me his weapon and took off running down an alley, making as much noise as he
could to draw them away from me. It took that chance to make my break for the
car, shooting a few more zombies on the way. I sped off as soon as I got the
door close, not wanting to see what was about to happen.
That
day, I lost the love of my life. He sacrificed himself so we could make it out
of the city, and get to my family. It would’ve never happened if I hadn’t been
so damn stubborn, insisting we go through the city. I regret that decision more
than any other I ever made. Soon after leaving the city, I found a refugee
camp, other survivors who had run from Tampa to get away.
I
stayed there for the night, recovering from what happened. I spoke only enough
to tell them that I wouldn’t be staying long. I left at first light the next
morning, and finished the drive to my home town. It wasn’t overrun, not like
the city, but there were dead zombies littering the street. I should’ve known
that they wouldn’t take this lying down.
I
made my way to the old fishing lodge, where I figured they’d all go. It made
the most sense after all, the zombies couldn’t get them from the water, so they
only had to defend three sides. The lake itself, a constant stock of fish, so
food wasn’t an issue. I turned into the parking lot, and two men came out, guns
raised.
“I’m
just looking for my family… “I said softly. Raising my hands up in defense, no
weapon in hand. “See, no weapon drawn, you can check, I’m not bit…”
I
guess they recognized, because their weapons lowered and they took me inside. I
found my family quickly, my mom, my dad, my aunt, my cousins. I figured a few
of them had been turned, I understood that much. I was just glad to see that
most of them were ok.
“Tampa is overrun… I
barely made it out. If Alistair hadn’t sacrificed himself I wouldn’t have…
There’s got to be somewhere that isn’t completely overrun…” I explained calmly.
My mom hugged me when she
heard me say that Alistair was done. She knew how much I loved him. No matter
how much we had fought and bickered. We were still crazy in love with another.
We had been for a long time, since high school. I looked around at my family.
“We can’t stay here,
we’re too close to the city… We need to find somewhere that we can stay that
has plenty of supplies… Somewhere away from all this…” I said.
“What about the Mason’s
farm, on the island out in the lake? We have the boats we need, and we can come
back into town for supply runs if we need more…” Piped up a voice from the
back.
“Donald,
I could kiss you right now,” I said. “You are a genius… Everyone grab your
supplies, get anything from the lodge that we might need. I have weapons and
ammunition in the car. I picked them up in Tampa. We’ll use it when we come
back on supply runs…”
I
glanced out the window, making sure it was still clear. Once everyone had the
supplies they needed I checked one more time, and opened the door, waving
everyone out. I went right for the car, grabbing the weapons and pulling one of
the guys from the town over to grab the ammunition. Handing off a few guns, I
grabbed Alistair and I’s supplies. Then, beaded for the boats. We stayed
together. Driving the boats far enough to not bother the other boats, but close
enough to stay within sight.
After
ten minutes, the island came into view. The Mason’s had moved out when the
outbreak hit, leaving the far. It was the only thing on the island, so it made
it easy to create a perimeter. As I looked back to the town, I could tell
something was off. There was smoke rising from the center of town. Something
had happened. We pulled the boats into the docks, unloading supplies.
It’s been about six
months since then, and we’ve been on the island this whole time. Except for the
occasional run back to get supplies. The smoke had been a small invasion by
zombies. They’d gotten a few people, but the town wasn’t overrun. I let out a
sigh as I look out at the water. There are about twenty five of us, all
together, including myself. Twenty six really… I shook my head, and headed back
to the house. It was big, bit it was just barely big enough to fit all of us.
I went up to the room my
parents and I were staying in. Opening up my suitcase, which I’d been living
out of. I saw the picture of Alistair and I. We were both happy, smiling. He
was standing behind me, with his arms around my waist, kissing my cheek.
I brushed a tear from my
cheek, opening Alistair’s suitcase. I looked down, grabbing the electric razor.
I pushed myself up off the floor of the bedroom, and walked into the bathroom.
Looking into the mirror, my hair falling in curls around my shoulders. The same
light auburn color it had always been. My green eyes brimming with tears, and
red. I wiped the tears away again, and turned the razor on.
When I looked back up
into the mirror, that long hair was gone. All that remained was a thin layer of
hair. I wiped away more tears. Picking up the hair from the sink, and the
floor, tossing it in the small trash can next to the toilet. I turned away and
opened the door, yelping in surprise when I saw someone standing there.
My hand over my chest
gently, I shook my head. “Jesus Gunnar, you scared the shit outta me...” I
said. Laughing a little. Trying to ease the tension.
“Wow… Arielle, you um…
You shaved your head…” Gunnar said.
“Yeah, I did, you got a
problem with it?” I asked. Getting almost defensive in my tone of voice.
“No, not at all. It looks
good. I just, I wasn’t expecting it is all…” Gunnar stammered. Looking me over
one more time. His eyes somewhat shocked.
I pushed past him, but he grabbed
my hand. “I’m sorry about what happened to Alistair… I know how much you loved
him… I lost Katherine not long ago… If you need someone to talk to…” Gunnar
said softly. He was looking at me with concern evident in his eyes.
I quickly yanked my arm back. “I’m
just fine! I don’t need your sympathy!” I said. I moved back to the bed room
and sat down on the bed on the floor, made of blankets and pillows. I sighed,
and let my head drop into my hands before beginning to sob.
These people, they were looking to me for answers. I don’t know why. I didn’t want this role as a leader. I hadn’t even had time to grieve over my own husband’s death. For them though, I had to stay strong. It was time for me to break down though, no one was looking. I don’t know how long I sat there, just sobbing into my hands. It must’ve been a while, because the next thing I knew my mom was knocking on the door, telling me that diner was ready.
These people, they were looking to me for answers. I don’t know why. I didn’t want this role as a leader. I hadn’t even had time to grieve over my own husband’s death. For them though, I had to stay strong. It was time for me to break down though, no one was looking. I don’t know how long I sat there, just sobbing into my hands. It must’ve been a while, because the next thing I knew my mom was knocking on the door, telling me that diner was ready.
I told her I’d be down in a bit. I
had to have time to pull myself together. I may have been seven months
pregnant, but I was still a leader in their eyes. I had to be strong. If for no
one else’s sake, for my little one’s.
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